| nancemo ( @ 2003-06-07 10:23:00 |
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| Current music: | afi \\ the leaving song |
i hate this.. i regret that =[
even though ppl keep telling me there is no chance in hell that i might be...
i duno why i'm still feeling sick and nervous... and i hate this feeling =[
i feel guilty.... and i just i dunno.. my heart is beating sooofuckingfast and i'm shaking...
i thought this feeling would go and i would wake up like a normal person... but i'm not...
i feel like i wanna throw up... but i knoooooooow it's just bc of my nervousness =[
and i love my amazingly beatutiful boyfriend... and i had to call him last night like at 2 to tell him to stop worrying about me...that i was ok... when in reality i wasnt... *sigh* <3